A Married-Single Military Mama.

2012, already? Where did 2011 go?

2012-01-03T13:27:00.005-05:00

So, here it is. 2012 already. The last year has flown by.

We have a 4 year old and a 18 month old, already! I can't believe that this year, my sweet little boy who it just seemed like had his birthday will be 2. Really, 2. They are growing up on us.

Here's our sweet 18 month old boy, T. He is really starting to talk as well, he's got go, kitty, bu (for buzz lightyear). I know there's more that he says, but, that's all for right now. He's very persistant on not trying new foods, hates veggies and fruit, does not like chicken nuggets. He's a sweets kid for sure!

Then here's our G, our sweet big boy, who's 4 already. He is really starting to love Spiderman and Batman. Finally we are slowly getting over his Cars obsession...

We rescued a dog, a basset hound, Bella from the pound this year too. She's made our life interesting for sure!

Then shortly after that, we got a kitten, Sweets. She's our handful and so frisky all the time.

In October of 2011, we found out that we are getting out of the Navy. While we are excited to be starting our new journey, it's also a nervous process. We have decided to move to Michigan, near N's family. We plan to buy our first house. Our boy is starting kindergarten and our other will be in a tot school. Where is time going, really? Can it slow down just a little? I want to keep my boys little.

We just found out as well that we are expecting a new niece or nephew as well, baby is due to arrive around September time frame. We are just praying for the family as they are having some hard times right now. This will make 4 nephews, 1 niece. Lets hope this new baby is a girl. We need some more girl power in our family!

That's all for now, now, it's quiet time for my kids. Phew! ;-)

Private...

2011-02-26T14:32:00.005-05:00

I've had to go private for these reasons I'm about to tell. We are not embarrassed by what has come to our family, but, more so want to protect our sweet 3 year old boy from harsh comments, or rude looks.

We have had some behavioral issues from him for about 2 years. What we thought he'd grow out of he hasn't yet. What we thought he'd change, he hasn't yet.

So, when we first moved back to San Diego, I made an appointment with his pediatrician to get him seen to get a referral for speech therapy, while we were in there, she said that she wanted him to get a full evaluation since he had been in speech therapy since he was 14 months old. No big deal. She assured me that it was a the best children's hospital in southern California. I was ok with that. It took us about 4 months waiting, but, we made it. We went there. Going in to that day, I kept thinking, it's just behavioral and I kept telling myself that over and over. You always want to expect the worse for these type of appointments and hope for the best. So, after about 5 hours in there, we got the results, results that I didn't want to hear or ever deal with. He has Autism. There, I said it. I hate that my child now has a "label" on him, I hate that he could have to go to a "special school". We don't know how severe it is yet since we are waiting for the full report back which could take about 10-14 days. For my peace of mind, I hope it comes a lot sooner. She did say that it was mild, but, what mild is to me and what mild is to a Dr. leaves me with questions.

So, that puts us at another huge issue for us right now. It could affect our orders, it could not. We could get our orders from Lemoore, CA pulled from us and have to renegotiate and start all over again. Depending on the category (the categories go from 1-5) that the Navy puts him in depends on if our orders get messed with. This is all happening when we are supposed to move in 3 weeks. So, in 1 day, our whole life has been turned upside down and we now face more challenges than we ever thought we'd have to face. We will do whatever we have to do to get our son the best care that he can get. If that means staying here for 4 years, then we'll do it.

Then we've been told to put him on a gluten-free diet. So, along with the behavior issues we are having, I'm hearing a 3 year old boy beg for a sugar free popsicle and say mama, please can I have a popsicle. I hate having to tell him no that he can't have that because it's got added dyes in it that he can't have. I know he does not understand what's going on, his whole little world was just changed 100%. He can have fruit, so I believe he's semi-happy.

So, please bear with me, if I come off snippy at you, I'm so sorry, please don't take it personal. It's been a really rough week around here, along with Nick being out to sea for 2 weeks, he wasn't able to go with me, so I don't have my support here to give me a huge big hug. I had to leave the appointment by myself with our 2 boys and drive home by myself and hold back tears and have my sweet little boy tell me when I can go at a red light and when I have to stop or tell me over and over what shape the stop sign is.

He really is the sweetest little guy ever, he loves his mama so much, well, maybe his cars and trains a little more, but, still. We know we have a long road ahead of us, we're prepared to fight for our little guy so much and do whatever it takes to make him better.

While we thought that the obsession with cars and trains was normal, it's not. While we thought the repetitive was annoying, he can't help it. I always wondered why he'd look at headlights when I turn our car alarm off or on, or why he'd lay down to look at the wheels on his car. My sister likes to call him "forest gump" since he runs everywhere, and I call him " a little bunny" since he likes to hop too, now, we know, he just can't help it. So much now, comes to light..

So, there you have it. It's a rough road. I hate being so far away from my family & friends when I need them the most. I hate that my mom lives 3000 miles away from me and I hate that I have to see all my nephews grow up in pictures of videos online. I swear, anyone military can tell you that it's hard sometimes being in this position. I wouldn't trade it for the world though, I have a amazing husband who takes great care of us.

There has to be good news soon, right?? Sigh!! :-(

Also, please, we are NOT posting ANYTHING to Facebook about this. The people who I invited to read my blog, I do trust NOT to judge us or label him. We just need huge support.

I hope that everyone's week is going much better than ours..

Busy, busy, busy.

2011-01-16T22:58:00.005-05:00

I've been busy. I've neglected my poor blog.
I've been making a Valentines Day wreath for our front door and a table runner as well.

So, here's pictures. The wreath took FOREVER!I think that I spent about 3 hours cutting the fabric squares and another 2 hours or so finishing it up. After burning my thumb twice and my pinky finger once, I was done!

(I know that I got 3 yards of fabric for the wreath.) ( I also know that I cut out a few to many squares, the blisters on my fingers proved so).

I like it, it's on our front door and it's pretty.

My table runner was just something that I thought up last minute, it was quick and easy once I got going.

Other than that, we are prepping for our move once again. We leave here in middle March. As much as I LOVE San Diego, I'm ready for some place different, new friends and a whole new atmosphere. I just hate that our boys have to go threw moving again. Thankfully, this time, it's only a 6 hour drive north and not cross country.

For now.. my boys are up, so off to play.

Christmas Cards..

2010-11-14T12:21:00.002-05:00

Since I'm in a Christmas type mood, I thought I would post about it. Do you send Christmas cards? Receive them? Now, with 2 children, I'm hoping that I can keep up and still send them out.
Usually, we buy our Christmas cards the prior year when they are on a super sale, but, this year, I thought that we should do a "photo" christmas card since right now, our family is complete.

Then, when I heard that Shutterfly was doing a amazing deal and you can get 50 free cards, I jumped on the chance to do it. Super easy, and hardly any work. Just put a stamp on it and mail.

Some of my favorite cards and products from Shutterfly..

Now, these are a HUGE hit in our fmaily. My sister used to get these for myself and my mom when it was just 1 nephew, it was a pratical gift and we loved them.
And, who does not use a calendar

Now, these MUST be my favorite. My sister has a couple of these up in her house and I love them. I want to get some of my children when Baby T gets to the sitting up stage. I love wall art

And, one more of my favorites from them.. more cards

So, head over there, check out your favorites, and let me know which one are your favorites.

And, anyone else who blogs about this, can get 50 free cards.. follow this link.. http://bit.ly/sfly2010

Go enter this giveaway..

2010-11-11T00:06:00.001-05:00

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Anyone can win... (i'm hoping it's me..)

Back in California....

2010-11-06T18:15:00.011-04:00

and what a change we all have went threw. N is finally home. After 8 long months, he finally came home on September 23rd. Thankfully, we won't have to do another deployment like that again for a long time. He does leave again in the new year for 3 months and will miss yet another birthday, and anniversary.

We did the drive back from Florida to California a little over a month ago. I do not recommend that drive to anyone, we did it twice in the last year and I can thankfully say that Delta will provide my transportation from now on. The drive was easy, T was a super easy baby, slept most of the time. G watched his movies and played in the back seat. And, I had my husband drive the whole way.. he was a trooper, well, mainly because we were pulling a trailer and me with a trailer driving a SUV don't mix.
Crazy story, we stopped in Tombstone, AZ and stayed at a hotel there and as we were getting out of the car to check in, our back window of our car shattered. N thinks that it was because we were in Tombstone and some "ghost" did it. I don't believe that story one bit. I like to think that it was elevation and air pressure. The hotel we stayed in was creepy. I felt out of place there. It just had a different feel to it.

G just recently had his 3rd birthday, we can't believe our little man is 3 already! Where did the time go, seriously?

And, because, licking the ice cream is much better than using your spoon

T is just as sweet as can be. He's such an easy baby, and is always smiling or laughing about something.. he melts my heart.

He was 3 months here..

And, now, our big little boy at 5 months. I can't even begin to imagine that he's already 5 months! Time sure has flown for us..

ok, well, my computer isn't letting me upload any more pictures.. so his 5 months will have to wait...

2 Month Appt.

2010-08-23T14:17:00.001-04:00

Took T into get shots today. My little monkey had to get 4. ouch!

But, he weighs 14.8 pds and is 24 inches long. He's double his birth weight exactly! We have a chunky little guy on our hands..

Finally.. updates galore...

2010-08-13T22:10:00.014-04:00

Most of you know that, Baby T was born on June 18th at 6:36pm. I had the easiest labor and delivery ever! Contractions didn't bother me. It was like cake. (But, that does NOT make me want anymore, we are done.)
So, here's pictures along with updates..

Last pregnancy picture ever! I was 39 Weeks and 5 days.

And, here he is..not even a hour old. (looking like his daddy)

He is the sweetest little guy around. Gavin is a great big brother, always wanting to help. If he's crying, he gives him the pacifier. If his blanket falls off, he attempts to put it back on. I couldn't have asked for 2 better kids. ( I hope I don't jinx myself tonight)

My 2 sweet little men

He does get fussy, he's not always sweet and loveable.

1 Month Old.

2 Months Old. (I can't believe it's been 2 months already!)

And, the big brother G.

So, we're getting into our routine of things and just going day by day. Counting down the days until N comes home. We have finally about a month left!!! Everyone told me that once T comes, that the last couple months will fly by, I didn't believe it, but, it's really flown by. I can't wait for our weekend away, and the break from the kids..that's not bad I said that, right?? ;-)

My mother in law came in in June to see Baby T, and G. We went to Disney for the day with G only.
(Can you believe that a Disney photographer took this picture?)

We just recently went to Disney and Animal Kingdom for a long weekend. It was hot, and we should have known not to go in August, I think I lost 10 pounds from sweating so much. We had a great time though, and Gavin loved seeing Minnie (he prefers Minnie over Mickey)

He was so excited from afar. When he got up to see them, the look on his face says it all..he wasn't so sure then.

So for now, we are just counting down until N comes home!! The closer it comes, the more excited I get. It's sad when G says to me "I Miss Daddy". Breaks my heart!

So, for now, Baby T needs food or he won't be a happy little guy.

Must update..

2010-08-11T23:34:00.001-04:00

will do soon, promise!

How many days again???

2010-06-06T21:44:00.003-04:00

13 days!! WOW!!!
As, I swallow even harder, I realize that my life is about to change within days!! I can't believe that it's so soon and it's here. I'm full term. 38 weeks today. If he does not coming this week, they are scheduling inducing next week. I really don't want to get induced again since the first time was hard enough on me, and I'd rather go naturally, and my Dr. thinks I won't need it. We will see.

So, here's the 38 week belly picture. Yes, I'm huge. I know that. Yes, he's "hanging" low! ;-)

Busy, busy, busy..

2010-05-20T20:54:00.007-04:00

So, about a month or so ago, we got a video of Nick reading some books to Gavin. Gavin loves the video's and wants to watch them all day long. So, last night as we were watching the video again, I told him to go give Daddy hugs, and this is what he did..

Also, over the weekend, was my baby shower and thankfully, my mother in law got to fly down from Michigan to attend it. So, we went to the beach, ate out enough, and did some shopping. Gavin loves chasing the seagulls around the beach, and he's very serious when he does it. He also loves wearing his sunglasses around too..

I can't believe it. 1 month left! How has this pregnancy flew by? I thought it would drag since Nick isn't here, but, maybe keeping up with a toddler makes the days fly by.
I have my 36 week appt. tomorrow, and I have been going every 2 weeks. All is normal, the are just watching my blood pressure, which hasn't been high lately, so that's a good thing. Just getting his room finished and stuff put away. I never remember it being this exhausting when we did it with Gavin..
We have decided to go with the Dr. Seuss theme and I love it. The colors are bright and I can't wait to have it done.

29 weeks!

2010-04-07T15:51:00.003-04:00

Where has time went? I can't believe that in about 2 months we will have 2 kids!!

So, 29 week belly picture.

It has been gorgeous here...

2010-04-07T14:43:00.004-04:00

so that means outside time. We love it. I love living where it's warm and we can go to the beach on a whim, or the pool if we choose.

So, today, we loaded up and went to the zoo. It was gorgeous outside. The zoo finally has the water park open, so he played in that for a while and we just walked around and enjoyed it.

We're getting there...

2010-03-31T15:50:00.000-04:00

I can't believe that so soon (81 days), we will have 2 kids, both boys! Phew!

Your Baby: Month 7
Baby’s energy is surging, thanks to the formation of white fat deposits beneath the skin. (Have those kicks and jabs to the ribs tipped you off yet?) Baby is also settling into sleep and waking cycles, though -- as you’ve also probably noticed -- they don’t necessarily coincide with your own. Also this month, all five senses are finally functional, and the brain and nervous system are going through major developments.

As I type this, I have a very strong kicker the belly and one who's napping, so the peace and quiet is wonderful.

Now, that I've finally gotten all settled into our house, I am finally getting things for him, T, as we like to call him. I am getting his crib, changing table, and mattress tonight- so, Gavin will no longer have a play room. It will be different seeing stuff getting put into T's room and not G's room. I wonder what G will really think.

I'm excited, nervous, scared. Every emotion in one runs threw my head multiple times a day having 2 kids in less than 3 months! Even more so with Nick not being able to come home until October. At least I have my mom and sister who are here to help. I don't know what I would do if we still lived in California. My wonderful mother in law is coming out after the birth as well to visit so I'm looking forward to seeing her.

Next weekend is my birthday! I'll be out of my 20's and into my 30's. Yikes!! We are heading down to Orlando and going to Disney on Saturday and then Downtown Disney on Sunday and eating at the T-Rex Dinosaur Restaruant. Every time I have went, it's been on such a long wait, so this time, we were smart and put in reservations about 2 weeks ago. We are staying at a Disney resort which my nephew will love, and G will just be on the look out for Minnie (his current obsession, along with cars).

Nick is doing as well as expected. I can't say to much, but, he is well and hanging in there.. just keep praying for a safe return.

So, that's what has been going on with us.

g

It's slowly moving..

2010-03-17T21:48:00.000-04:00

and, it seems like N's been gone for the longest time, when really, it's only been a month and half. I guess taking care of a 2 1/2 year old and being pregnant makes for long days sometimes. I am liking the time change though..makes me think that I have an extra hour to myself...ya, right.

This pregnancy has been different all around. I have been diagnosed with Chronic Hypertension and since I have that, I have to see the Dr. every 2 weeks until I deliver and I get ultrasounds to measure his growth every month. The ultrasound parts I like.. :-), seeing the Dr. isn't my favorite thing. It seems as though every time I go in there, I'm getting blood taken for some reason or another. They even drew blood twice for the same thing, (gotta love the Navy for that mess up) I did pass my glucose test, thankfully. I did get to see the little guy in 3D again yesterday, he was sucking his thumb again. It seems like that is all he does. I just can't believe in 3 months, we'll be parents to 2 kids. I just wish N was here to celebrate it all with me.

We are here..he's there..

2010-02-17T15:58:00.000-05:00

We (me and G) are here. Nick is there. It breaks my heart more and more that he's gone. It's different this time around though since I am pregnant so it's harder to deal with a 2 year old who loves, eh, sigh having tempers. There are many days where I ask myself what on earth was I thinking when we wanted another one. We didn't think that he would be getting deployed this year, so that was the reason we tried, little did we know, that the Navy had other plans in store for us.

So, for now, you get the little posts..

Nothing has changed. I'm 22 weeks pregnant and it's flying by. There's days where I wish it would slow down. I move into my apartment on Monday, so I'm looking forward to getting it set up just the way I like it. Gavin is going into a toddler bed since he likes to escape his crib now, so we have big adjustments for us all. I hope we can manage.

2010 is going to be a BUSY one for us..

2010-01-04T14:34:00.000-05:00

We have so much to look forward too, but, so much to not look forward too.

2009 was a great year for us. We survived our 1st deployment together and are about to embark on our second one. We moved to California. The first time away from my family and friends. It's hard, i'll admit. We found out that we're expecting our second child. Gavin is growing up more and more and he amazes us daily with what he does. If I'm not laughing at Nick, I'm laughing at something that Gavin has done. We're beyond thrilled for all that we have overcome and even more excited to see what 2010 has in store for us.

Nick leaves in Feb for the dreaded Afghanistan. I'm excited to be moving back to Jacksonville while he is gone though. I get to have the baby in Jax. I get to see my nephews grow up even more. Gavin and Aiden get along great, so seeing them together is the best of all. Being with my family is what makes it all worthwhile.

We found out on December 29th 2009 that we are welcoming our second BOY into our family. We are beyond excited and thrilled. I can't wait to put his name to his sweet face. Gavin is going to be a great big brother. Let's see if he will share his cars with his brother.

And.. for Gavin.. We can't believe he's over 2. Where has time gone? He's in the 90th percentile for his height and 70% for weight. At his last check up, he weighed 32 pounds. We have ourselves a little football player on our hands.

One last post before the New Year...

2009-12-26T23:45:00.000-05:00

since I've been bad about updating with updates.

Most of our family knows so I will post what has been happening in our life here as well.

Nick is going to Afghanistan early next year, he will be gone most of next year. Please keep our family in your prayers. I am planning on moving back to Jacksonville where my family lives to have the baby there while he is gone. So we have a lot going on in the upcoming year. I'm hoping to keep my sanity raising 2 kids alone.

I just recently came back from FL where I was there for 2 weeks, we had such a good time. Really makes me miss home and my family. Christmas this year just felt different. Nick and I both agreeded that we will be spending Christmas with one of the families no matter what. Gavin had a great Christmas though, he got A LOT of Disney Cars stuff, we got him a kitchen and he got some other little stuff as well. I think he was more interested in unwrapping the paper and when he reliazed that it was not yet another car, he'd go onto the next. He's growing into a little boy and he's a sweet little guy who is obsessed with his mama.

I will have to upload pictures in a little while.

As for Baby #2:

How far along? 14 weeks 6 days
Total weight gain/loss: So far, 6 pds.
Stretch marks? No
Sleep: I wake up in the middle of the night at 2 am every night to go to the bathroom.
Best moment this week: Just knowing that your still in there.
Movement: None
Food cravings: Any fruit. I can't get enough of it.
Gender: We are having a 4D ultrasound this week to find out the gender
Labor Signs: None
Belly Button in or out? in
What I miss: my old jeans
What I am looking forward to: Finding out if you are a boy or girl!!
Weekly Wisdom: That you can now make a fist and suck his/her thumb.
Milestones: We made it another week.

So, that's all for now...I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas. We sure did.

Life in our household..

2009-11-21T22:38:00.000-05:00

there hasn't been too much going on in our household lately. We have just enjoyed being outside in the gorgeous weather that we have had lately. For San Diego, I'm surprised that it gets pretty chilly at night time, and with it getting dusk here at 4:45, it makes for early evenings with G.

We are having Thanksgiving here at our house this year, and, we were blessed to get a huge basket of Thanksgiving stuff provided for military families and it even included a turkey. (Too bad, I just went shopping last night and got all that stuff),but, I did donate it to a Christian Mom's Group that I am in, all the extra stuff. I feel glad to help out in some way.

We did get a little too excited and already have put up our Christmas Tree. Since we both will be gone 2 weeks out of December, I wanted to get it put up since Christmas is my favorite time of the year.

G and I are planning on going to Florida in the next few days for a couple weeks, we are doing our early Christmas out there since the prices sky rocket around Christmas. So, I am looking forward to seeing my new nephew, J, and my other nephew, A and my other family and friends that live there. It will be nice to see FL after being in California for the last 9 months! (just realized that it does NOT seem like that long at all, where has time went?)

I have my second Dr's Appt on Tuesday to see the baby. I will be 10 weeks and 2 days on Tuesday. I'm so close to the end of the first trimester. I have felt fine in the mornings, it is just the nights that I don't feel the best, but, I'm managing. I'm thankful to have a wonderful husband who helps out tremendously.

We have picked the names out, but, we are leaving those secret until the baby is born.

Other than that, N has been working long days, but, we manage. G is still doing his speech therapy and doing great in it, he's progressed quite a bit.
He's now in his terrible 2's and I must say, it's interesting. He loves Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, Blue Clues and Elmo.

Elmo is his favorite ornament on the tree. My mom gets us one every year and I got this one for him last year. He spotted it and kept saying "elmo".

My 2 loves.

So much news with pictures..

2009-10-12T17:28:00.001-04:00

N's officially HOME! After 6 long months, we made it. We survived our 1st deployment.
We could not be more happier that he's home safe. G is glad that his daddy is home as well. It was a VERY hot day waiting and waiting. I think we waited for a couple hours, but, G was great and even took a nap for me!

Welcome Home!

(The lady wouldn't get out of the way for me to take the whole picture!)

Waiting on Daddy

When you see the water boat, they are right behind there!

They are pulled in!

We had to get a new computer since water got poured on ours, and all the pictures of the homecoming for N was on there.

If many of you don't know, we also found out over the weekend that we are expecting our 2nd child. We are so excited and blessed for the new "butter bean". We would be due in June. Calling and making the 1st appt. tomorrow!

It's tomorrow..

2009-09-13T10:11:00.001-04:00

finally. N comes home tomorrow!!
I'm so excited. This last week has been dragging by since we've been approaching the last week of the deployment.
We have stuff planned this week and I'm so excited to be doing it with N.

I can't wait. Pictures tomorrow.

For now, back to cleaning... the joys of cleaning..

We are 2 weeks away..

2009-08-31T00:42:00.000-04:00

from him being home!! I am doing my grocery shopping tomorrow for the last time for me and G. I talked to him yesterday and today on the phone and it was the best. It seems that I take talking to him on the phone for granted when I can do it all the time, but, when I can't, it's hard. We're slowly getting there, and the closer it comes, the more excited I get.

We've been staying busy, Gavin has some "friends" out here, so we usually hang out during the night when it's hot SO hot outside. It's been in the 100's here almost everyday, so I never take him outside during it. It's usually after 6pm that it finally cools down so he can go outside and burn energy.

Nothing really new going on, so I haven't posted. We're still around, hanging out.

For the sake of my husband, child, and myself...

2009-08-07T02:07:00.000-04:00

I had to go private. I can't risk something happening to N, G, or myself over a blog being public. If I've sent you a request, then you must be special.. (just kidding), but, with us being military and reading a link on the internet about a child being set up for a fake adoption scam scares the crap out of me.. so if your wondering why you got an invite, that's why.

Other news!! I can finally say that N will be home NEXT month!! This past 5 months have seemed to drag on, but, I have made some pretty good friends here and I am starting to like it, I believe that when N is home, i'll like it more, we can actually go and "explore" all that San Diego really has.

I did get to talk to N yesterday and today while he is in port. Even though I'm going to hate paying the cell phone bill, every second of talking to him didn't even matter of the cost, just hearing his voice and knowing that he's ok, makes it all worth it. G got to talk to his daddy and that's what matters the most!! We are all looking forward to homecoming!! We are so excited, some wouldn't even understand. I knew coming into being a military wife meant standing by him, but, I just wish that the deployments weren't for 6 months.. I just can't imagine having a child or in labor without him.. that's what makes me worry about us having another child. But... baby #2 has been in the works.. so stay tuned for the next couple months, you never know.. whatever God has in store for us will happen. We both believe that.

For now, it's my bed time. I have a toddler who has been going crazy with tempers lately and it's exhausting, very exhausting.

I do have pictures, so I'll try to get those up tomorrow.

Fun in the Sun

2009-08-02T02:18:00.000-04:00

A friend and I went to Soak City today for some fun in the sun. The 2 boys played around in the water and had a good time. Here's some pictures.

Play Dates at the park

2009-07-28T17:53:00.000-04:00

I love play dates at the park, they wear Gavin out and make him take a wonderful nap, which he does anyway, but, he has fun, and it's nice to get out in the gorgeous San Diego weather.

Watching planes

Until next time...

Because I'm waiting to go to bed..

2009-07-27T01:47:00.000-04:00

What is on your bed right now?
-I think just pillows, sheet and a blanket that my mom and grandma made me that I sleep with EVERY night!

When was the last time you threw up?
-oh, please don't remind me. I believe when I was pregnant for the only time on the side of 295 on my way to work

What's your favorite word or phrase?
-REALLY?
-like ( I know, I use it way to much)
-Are you serious?
-Gavin (because I know I say it over 1000 times a day)

Name 3 people who made you smile today?
-Gavin
-emails from Nick
-that would be it.

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
-getting G out of bed.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
-procrastinating on folding laundry

What is your favorite holiday?
-Christmas

Have you ever been to another country?
-No

What is the last thing you said aloud?
-Mommy loves you, sleep good baby

What is the best ice cream flavor?
-Anything from Coldstone

What was the last thing you had to drink?
-water

What are you wearing right now?
-lol dont ask...I look like a hot mess

What was the last thing you ate?
-Oreo Ice Cream

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
-no. saving money is horrible.

When was the last time you ran?
-last week...

What's the last sporting event you watched?
-whatever N has watched before he left

If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
-Paris or Rome

Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
-Allie

Ever go camping?
-YES, love it...its been too long

Do you have a tan?
-no

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
- no

What is your guilty pleasure?
-romance

Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot?
-recently, yes...i don't know what my deal is

Do you drink your soda from a straw?
-yes, in a plastic cup with ice.

What did your last text message say?
-Kristin- Is he going to be ok?

Are you someone's best friend?
-Yes

What are you doing tomorrow?
-Playdate, Sleep

Where is your mom right now?
-in FL. I miss my mama.

Look to your left, what do you see?
-the couch cushion

What color is your watch?
-silver

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
-kangaroos

Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
-love them

What is your birthstone?
-diamond

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive tthru?
-I never eat fast food.

Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?
-No I did some "spring cleaning" a month or so ago

Do you have a dog?
-no

Last person you talked to on the phone?
-Samantha

Any plans today?
-sleep. it's night time.

Are you happy?
-YES!

Where are you right now?
-hanging at home

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
-N being gone!

Last song listened to?
-Do you know the muffin man

Last movie you saw?
-I haven't went to a movie in a long time..

Are you allergic to anything?
- no

Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
-Reef Flip Flops

Are you jealous of anyone?
-anyone that gets to see the husband every day

Are you married?
-yes

Is anyone jealous of you?
-no

Do any of your friends have children?
-yes. almost all of them..

Do you eat healthy?
-try to...(but, I know the ice cream I had tonight isn't healthy at all)

What do you usually do during the day?
-play with G

Do you hate anyone right now?
-No

Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
-yes

How many kids do you want when you're older?
-2

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
-30- ouch! I just put 29 and then had to remember that I'm 29 now!! Oh my!

Have you ever been to Six Flags?
-No

How did u get one of your scars?
-I was running naked threw the hallway and fell over a furnace on my stomach.

100 truths

1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: Samantha
3. Last text message: From Kristin
4. Last song you listened to: Do you know the muffin man
5. Last time you cried: A couple days ago. I miss N

HAVE U EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: ? Yes
7. Been cheated on: Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk: Yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
12. Purple
13. Pink
14. Turquoise

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU…
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Met someone who changed you: Absolutely
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes

TRUTH
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2
24. Do you have any pets: No
25. Do you want to change your name: No. Once was enough for me
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I believe N and I went out.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8:00.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: N's return home
30. Last time you saw your father: August 2003. (I miss my daddy)
31. What are the things you wish you could change about your life: stupid annoying 6 month deployments, my family being closer to me
32. What are you listening to right now: Tv
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing
35. Music or sports: ohhh....thats hard...music?
36. What’s your real name: Joann
39. Male or female: female
40. Elementary School: Oh no. I forgot the name..
41. High School: Winter Haven High
42. University/College: Florida Community College
43. Hair color: Brown with some blondie in it.
44. Long or short: middle
45. Height: 5'5
46. Do you have a crush on someone: N
47. What do you like about yourself: eh. nothing right now
48. Piercings: ears
49. Tattoos: none
50. Righty or lefty: Left

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: Mandy
55. First sport you joined: band.. (LOL, is that even a sport?)
56. First vacation: Disney
58. First pet: Sugar (Dog) and Jill (cat)
59. First concert: I can't remember the name of it, but, I went with this kid named Josh when I was in high school
60. First alcohol drink: i'm sure beer

RIGHT NOW
61. Eating: Nothing
62. Drinking: water
63. I'm about to: email N and go to bed
64. Listening to: tv
65. Waiting for: N's return

YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids?: 1 more and we are DONE!
67. Get Married?: I already am.
68. Career?: I love being a stay at home mama

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes: Eyes
70. Hugs or kisses? kisses
71. Shorter or taller: irrelevant
72. Older or Younger: mature
73. Romantic or spontaneous: romantically spontaneous
74. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms
75. Tattoos or piercings: tattoos
76. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
77. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
80. Broken someone's heart? Yes
81. Had your own heart broken: Yes
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a FRIEND: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Usually
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: No
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Is there one person you want to be with right now: YES!!!!!
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Do you believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever: Yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I wouldn't go back at all, who I am and what has happened made me who I am right now and I wouldn't change that for the world!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: May 2nd, 2008
99. Heaven or Hell: Heaven
100. What's the one thing you cannot live without: my son

Our Super Sunday

2009-07-20T02:01:00.000-04:00

Dinner time with yummy corn

Today was VERY hot here!!! I think the total time that we were outside was a max of an hour. He played in his pool and at the park with his wagon. Here's some from this morning of him playing and tonight at dinner.

USS Makin Island

2009-07-20T00:18:00.001-04:00

Go here and read about N's ship.

And, here's one of the guy that we miss terribly around here!

52 Weeks? Can I fufill it?

2009-07-19T23:57:00.000-04:00

********************52 Weeks********************

Weeks is a year long challenge for YOU to be in a picture once a week for 52 weeks. We are always the ones behind the camera, this is YOUR chance to get out in front and be in the pictures with our family. We are glad you are joining this challenge. More importantly your family will really enjoy having you in the picture. Thanks for playing along! Oh, you can just jump in now with 1 of 52, you're not getting off that easy! Now go take a picture!

**************************************

Starting tomorrow (since G is sleeping), I will be doing this..

Grilling Goodness

2009-07-19T23:52:00.000-04:00

1. What's the heaviest thing in your purse?
My wallet of course, it's full of pictures, c cards, check book and coins!
2. Do you mostly use cash or debit/credit cards?
both - most of the when I go some where I always try to have cash in hand.
3. Do you cut your hair shorter in the summer or pull it up a lot?
pull it back a lot epically in this California sun.
4. Do you like your man scruffy or clean shaven?
Scruffy because he's always so clean shaved I like him looking rough from time to time. I know weird.
5. What have your children done/said to embarrass you lately?
We were recently out at a outing with our playgroup, and since everyone who knows Gavin, knows he's obsessed with fruit, I was paying and he was stealing all the strawberries and fruit that was in his reach. Pretty funny.
6. Do you use plug-in type air fresheners around the house?
I sure do! I can't live without them. I also use them as a night light
7. Do you have any interest in the NBA or NHL finals? (Do you even know who's competing?)
No
8. What is weighing heavily on your mind lately?
This 1 certain person. It's on my nerves and I'm so very over it.

Our Sunny Saturday

2009-07-19T11:37:00.000-04:00

Gavin was laughing at this zoo keeper's hat.

Yesterday, our housing was sponsoring a event at Chula Vista Nature Center, so since it was before his nap time and we'd never been there, we loaded up and headed out. He had a good time running around and seeing all the animals. He got his face painted (which he did great), made a tiny potted plant, made a surprise for N's care package, petted the sting rays, watched a magic show, and saw sea turtles. We had a nice time enjoying the hot weather. After 5 minutes in the car, he was sound asleep.

Long Day..

2009-07-15T22:18:00.000-04:00

So, today, I met up with my Aunt who is in town from Idaho. Gavin and I headed out there after an appointment that he had. We had a good time. Her friend had horses and they were so pretty and Gavin didn't even get scared. I was proud of him. We hung out there until I knew traffic would start and then headed home. He even did great on a 45 minute nap all day, hardly any tears!

I've had a good time this week hanging out with Gavin, he met a "little" friend and we go over there a couple times a week and he plays with the train table and the kids just hang out while I get my "mommy to mommy" time in. I am also in some mommy groups and we are always busy doing something, so we stay busy!

We are in double digits for N's return and are so excited!! I've started a "welcome home" banner that I still have to paint and let Gavin paint on it, so we are just counting down the days until we know that they all arrive safely.

Not much new..

2009-06-27T23:40:00.000-04:00

just hanging out in the hot summer heat here!! I haven't taken pictures in a while of Gavin, so I'll try to do that tomorrow if he decides to cooperate. I think he'd much rather be running around the house and trying to get me to do piggy back rides!

And, we are officially in DOUBLE digits for Nick to come home!!! FINALLY!!

Updates..

2009-06-18T13:19:00.000-04:00

Gavin turned 20 months old yesterday! I can't believe how fast he's growing. He's doing great in speech and has even learned some sign language. I really like his speech therapist, and I know he really likes her. He gets excited whenever I tell him that he's going to see her.

It's been quiet around the house with no one here. It's different. Makes me want my family here again to visit.

Nick's doing well and soon he'll be out to sea, so our conversations and text messages will be limited. We sure do miss him around here.

We've...

2009-06-15T00:17:00.000-04:00

had so much go on that I've been so far behind in updating. Sorry all.

N got to come home for a week and we had a really good time together and I can't wait until he's home for good! We're getting closer, we still have a few months left, but, I've made it this far and I know i'm strong enough to make it threw the rest.

My mom, sister, and Aiden came out to visit for almost 3 weeks and we had a blast together. We did Disney Land for 3 days, Sea World, the San Diego Zoo for 2 days, and hung out the rest. Aiden is growing up so fast and just the things he says are just so funny. I miss them already! I can't wait to go home and see then soon, hopefully.

There was way to many to post so a slideshow will have to do.

Today's the day..

2009-05-28T14:38:00.000-04:00

that my mom, sister, and nephew fly in. I'm so excited to see them. They get in to San Diego at 5:20pm, and I can't wait. I've been telling Gavin every day that his nana, and auntie and cousin A are coming to visit.

I have pictures to post also from when N was home. We had a really good time together and I can't wait for him to come home for good!!!

I'm off to get G from school, then it's nap time for him, and off to the airport. I can't wait.
Just waiting to get a phone call that they got to Houston ok...

Tomorrow..tomorrow..

2009-05-14T20:58:00.000-04:00

and to say the least, i'm really excited. I can't wait.

I've been cleaning up and getting things in order, went and got groceries and all the other little things that we need.

I will update tomorrow with pictures.

Then, in 2 weeks from today, I'll have my mom, sister, and Aiden here to visit for a couple weeks. (oh, and Jake here too) We have a lot planned and I'm just excited to see them.
I hate being so far away from my family.

Off to finish cleaning up dinner and get G in the tub.

I'm off to try to make this...

2009-05-13T22:11:00.001-04:00

I love Kettle Corn, something about the sweetness and just how good it really is. I love going to the fair or farmers markets and getting a huge bag of this. Heaven. And, if I can make it at home, even better!

Kettle Corn

INGREDIENTS:

1/4 cup canola or vegetable oil
1/2 cup popcorn kernels
1/4 cup sugar
Salt to taste

DIRECTIONS:

In a large pot with a lid, add oil and three kernels of popcorn. Turn on the heat and cover the pot. Listen carefully - when the third kernel pops your oil is ready.

Add the rest of the popcorn and the sugar. Give it a quick stir to combine and fully coat. Cover the pan and shake gently (using potholders) over medium-high heat, leaving the lid slightly ajar to allow steam to escape from popping kernels. Remove the pan from the heat when the popping stops and carefully pour the popped kernels into a large bowl. Season with salt to taste (about 1-2 teaspoons).

We are so excited..

2009-05-06T01:25:00.000-04:00

for all that this month has in store for us.

Nick will be able to come home sometime this month, I can't say when, but, i'm so excited to see him. It's just so soon that he'll be home. He'll only be home for a week, but, i'm looking forward to it and I know that he's looking forward to see us.

Then, one of my very good friends, Kristin, will be in town to see her parents, so we'll be hanging out for the day to grab some lunch and it'll be great to see her.

Then, I have my mom, sister, and nephew coming too. And, they will be here for 3 weeks. We have plenty of stuff planned to keep us busy.

Gavin has been dong great in school, I went in today to pick him up and he was playing "Peek a boo" with another one of the little girls in there, and he just has great days there, and I enjoy my small freedom.

For now, I must head to bed. I'm exhausted and need sleep. Gavin's been waking up pretty early around here..

We're becoming regulars..

2009-04-19T22:19:00.000-04:00

at Sea World.

I woke up this morning and saw how gorgeous it was today, so I loaded G up and off to Sea World we went. He went in a 4-D Sesame Street movie and actually sat threw it (it was 18 minutes), and watched the whole show. I could only imagine his reaction to the whole thing. He saw Elmo again, and manatees, horses, huge catfish. We both had a good time just taking our time walking around.

Looks like someone's getting sleepy.

And, yep, he saw his favorite buddy!

And, after a long day of playing, he woke up looking like this

Updates, Updates, Updates..

2009-04-17T01:55:00.001-04:00

So much to type out, but, I'm just beyond exhausted. With it only being me here, it's hard. Very hard. I miss sleeping in, and I miss going to the grocery store alone, I miss shopping alone. G hates to shop, so we're in and out, and if anyone knows about me and Target, that just DON'T happen. I have to spend my time in that store. It's my addiction. Just ask Nick, Target and Bed, Bath and Beyond are my stores!! So, needless to say, I know I shouldn't start this update at 11:00pm when I should be in bed..

Gavin has been doing great in school. He even made me a "present" today. I haven't taken pictures yet, but, I need too. It was a paper bag that he painted and had Easter candy in there with some bubbles and some other toys that he likes. I enjoy my "alone" time that I deserve!! And, he seems to like his school.

He's been doing pretty well in speech therapy as well, so that's always positive. He seems to like his "teacher" and I really like her too.

On Easter, I took Gavin down to the park to feed the ducks, and I don't think he was too fond of them. One of the ducks that really wanted the bread got a little too close..
And, at this age, it's hard to get a picture with him just standing still..

In this one, you can see how close he really was, you can see the corner of Gavin's stroller in the bottom corner.

Some of Gavin & his Easter basket.

I was baking cupcakes and here's a picture of Gavin waiting for them to come out.
He knows how good chocolate cupcakes really are..

And, one because he really does look like his daddy sometimes!!

And, to see what my days are like with a toddler attached at my leg..

I've got a lot to update on...

2009-04-15T01:18:00.001-04:00

but, can't right now.. It's getting to my bedtime and I'm exhausted. I've got pictures and updates..

Just had to post this..

2009-04-02T00:53:00.001-04:00

this little fella is in my prayers!!

Our Weekend.

2009-03-29T23:23:00.000-04:00

Gavin and I went here Saturday. He had a really good time running all around. We didn't pick any strawberries because he would have eaten them all before we would have gotten them home, so we'll have to do that next time.

Here's a few from the day.

The sheep Gavin loved. (maybe that's because it didn't move, haha)

Every time Gavin would go up to the animal, the animal would stick his head out to see if Gavin had food in his hand, and the second that the animal did that, Gavin ran. It was just too cute and I was laughing at him every time he did it.

He's still waiting for Gavin to come back..

One more look...

That's all!! He had a great time, I wish Nick could have been here to go with us.

G's first day!

2009-03-28T01:04:00.000-04:00

He did GREAT! He had a really good day. When I dropped him off, he went straight to playing. I called about an hour later to check on him, and the teacher said he cried for a few minutes only, but, that he was fine now..

We officially enrolled him and he starts Tuesday. He goes twice a week from 8:30-12. I can't wait for some "me" time. Bad to say, but, it's true. :-)

Here's some of him before he went.

He's learned how to spin around and he was doing this here.

We're all ready to go!!

Enjoy!

Gavin starts "school" tomorrow.

2009-03-26T00:45:00.000-04:00

Wow. Our little boy is 17 months old already. We've had some problems finding the "right" school for him and trying to find one that was close enough if something happened that I'd be able to rush right over there, thankfully, we found one. He starts tomorrow. He'll be going from 9-12. It'll be a good break for me and I can get my errands done quickly, and catch up on my DVR shows..

So, wish Gavin good luck and lets hope for no tears from him, or me, for that matter.

I took G to Sea World today..

2009-03-17T23:55:00.000-04:00

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We made it threw the weekend..

2009-03-15T22:57:00.001-04:00

and so far, so good.. I'm just trying not to think about it..It seems to make the day to by quicker. I just have to get into my routine..

But, I got some pictures of Gavin today painting for the first time. I don't think he knew what to think of it..

Then it was outside on our patio for a while so he can get some sunshine.

Pictures from today..

2009-03-13T23:39:00.000-04:00

Here's some pictures I took at the airport before he left... we miss him already..

It was a hard day..

2009-03-13T19:31:00.000-04:00

for me and Nick today. He left for his deployment. People tell you to prepare yourself, but, you can't. There is just no possible way to prepare yourself for what your about to face alone with a toddler, and to watch your husband walk in security without you.
Walking out of the airport and into my car, I cried. Coming home and him not being here is hard so far when I'm used to it. And, it's only been a few hours. I'm sure tomorrow it'll hit me. It'll hit me when I can't talk to him when I want too.. Just pray that it goes as best as it could, please..

So, for the next 6 months, it'll be me and Gavin. Great bonding time when he's already SUPER attached to me. He's a mama's boy for sure!! Nick will tell you that one.

So for now, i'm off to start dinner. Gavin's about to wake up from his nap.

Back to square one.

2009-03-12T01:14:00.000-04:00

on trying to find G a new daycare/school to go too. We went to one today and just both didn't have the feeling your supposed to get. There was a few things with it that neither of us were happy about.

So, tomorrow is day 2 of trying to find him a good school.

We're checking out Montessori East County and hoping for the best.

Wish us luck.

A little update

2009-03-10T00:38:00.000-04:00

Just a quick little update.

Gavin has been sick the last few days, he's had a fever, nasty diapers, and he even vomited one time all over me. And, if you know me, you know that I can't stand when I see or hear anyone doing that. But, I was a trooper and held him until he finished and then it was in the bath for him. He seems to be doing a little better these last few days. It was even nice enough to put him in a jacket and go for a walk around the block today, I haven't been taking him out since he has been sick, so it was nice to get out and get some fresh air.

And, we got the call today that our stuff will be here tomorrow between 8-9. We're so excited to finally have our tv's, our kitchen table and most of all, our bed. Gavin will be excited to have all his toys and we can make this place "our home".

Most of you know that, come Friday, Nick leaves for about 6 months. This will be a hard day for me and G, and even though he won't understand what's going on, I will. I hate for him to leave me and G. I know he's dreading the day too, thankfully, I'll have our phones and emails until it's time, but, I'm dreading Friday. :-(

I enrolled Gavin in this place called Gymboree Play & Music, he starts that this Saturday, and we even put him in school/daycare too, so I could get a break and he can make some friends.

I joined a group out here that's for military mommies so I'm hoping to make some friends out here and get Gavin to some places too with the events they have going on.

So, that's all that's been going on for us..

Please, let me know you came and visited.. I want to know someone's reading along.

Gavin playing at the park

2009-03-09T13:30:00.000-04:00

Thankfully, we have a park 10 feet from our house. I take Gavin there to play quite a bit, he seems to enjoy it.. Here's some pictures I've taken while he was there one day.

Our first few days.. in pictures.

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Gavin playing in the park

Downtown San Diego

Going over the Coronado Bridge

Looking out our balcony

San Diego- Day 1-3

2009-03-08T19:45:00.000-04:00

Flying in to here was gorgeous. The view from the plane was something that I never expected to see, the mountains were breathtaking.

As soon as we got off the plane, we all were so tired from flying all day. In our time, we were still 3 hours ahead of San Diego time. So, we quickly got our rental car, found our hotel, grabbed some dinner and we were off to bed.

The next morning waking up was different. Just the feel of it. I walked out on our balcony and looked at the view. Our hotel was right on the ocean and the breeze that came from the ocean was so nice.

We took Gavin out to the park they had there on the beach for him to play on.

I still have to upload the pictures...

We're here..

2009-03-08T17:26:00.000-04:00

and I'll be updating this with all our pictures, things that we do, and things that we're getting used too.

So join in, leave some comments and let me know you were here.